| Location | Lossiemouth, Scotland |
| Age | 3 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 07/08/1988 |
| Date of Death | 01/12/1988 |
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Fiona was my first born child, she was born on the seventh of August 1988 weighing 5lbs 15oz
..PERFECTION!
On the day Fiona died she had woken up early and was rather grumpy, I lifted her out of her cot and
tried to feed her but she refused her milk, I changed her nappy and tried feeding her again, yet
again she refused her milk, but was content with having a cuddle.
It was a bitterly cold winters morning so I took Fiona into my bed so we could keep warm, after a
while Fiona drifted back to sleep, after ensuring she would be safe alone in my bed I went through
to the living room to do some ironing, I checked on Fiona every 10 minutes ... bless her she was
sound asleep
I checked in at 10.40 to see if she was awake , she wasn't , I sneezed and Fiona got a fright, and
gave a little jump as babies do, I KNEW she was ok.
My mum came to visit, at 10.55 mum walked into the bedroom to peep in on Fiona hoping she would be
able to have a little cuddle, the next thing I knew mum was shouting " get an ambulance"
The next while is a blur, the ambulance came and the paramedics worked on Fiona, while we were on
route to the hospital which was only 2 minutes up the road the paramedic said into the two way
walkie talkie " 17 week old baby shallowly breathing" I remember thinking to myself "Fiona is going
to be ok! She is breathing!"
Mum and I were shown into the sisters office and told to wait for further news, what seemed to be a
lifetime of a wait. A doctor came in and told us Fiona had passed away, that was the moment part of
me died too.
A post mortem was carried out and we were informed that Fiona had died of cot death/suddent infant
death syndrome
The post mortem revealed that all of Fiona's organs had been functioning perfectly, my baby really
had just gone to sleep and never woke up
I went on to have three more children, all boys, sadly Fiona was to be my one and only daughter, my
best friend, MY ANGEL
There is never a day gone by where Fiona is not on my mind or in my thoughts, we have pictures of
Fiona on display and my sons talk lovingly about the big sister they never got to meet
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REST IN PEACE MY BEAUTIFUL DARLING ANGEL
LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED ALWAYS
Hiya hunni
Happy Birthday Hunni, today you would've been celebrating your 19th birthday in style with your mam and family an we would have been toasting to your health hun, but sadly we never got the chance but never mind hun you are with me all the time in my thoughts i love an miss you so much hunni, you are my favourite neice and i will never ever forget you hun. Be good an look after your mum as she is such a special person just like you. All my love Auntie Maz. xxxxxxxxxx
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday Fiona, Today we should be celebrating your 19th Birthday! I hope that wherever you are you have lots of birthday fun, I love and miss you so much darling
All my love Mummy xoxoxo
Happy Birthday Fiona xxx
Fiona, I know this is a day early, but I will be away tomorrow with no internet access. I just want to wish you a beautiful 19th birthday princess, I will be thinking of you and your lovely Mum tomorrow. Have a superb angel day baby, in my thoughts and heart forever.
Julie xxxxx
so sorry
i am very sorry bout your loss, i lost my sister ashely,she died in her sleep,i miss her so much and not a day goes past i dont think of her she was only 24weeks im sure they have met and are looking down on us!god bless xx
ANGELS
An angel here, an angel there,
I'm surrounded by angels everywhere.
When I'm in the middle of a terrible storm
They come with their candles to keep me warm.
An angel to comfort, an angel to guide,
An angel to fill that dark hole inside.
An angel to cry on, an angel who cares,
I'm surrounded by angels, everywhere.
The angels who reach out when times are rough
Who'll listen to my heartache
and all kinds of stuff
Bright in the sunshine and in dark of night
The angels surround me with comforting light.
I guess God is busy and can't come on down
To give me a smile and take care of my frown
So He sent a few angels to brighten my day
And help to carry my burdens away.
So thank you, dear angels, more than you'll know
For watering the happiness and making it grow!
~Author Unknown~
F.S.I.D
So sorry for the loss of your little girl, I know how awful Cot death is as I lost my grand-daughter to it on Feb 13th 2006, she was 8 weeks old.I now Fund raise for F.S.I.D(COT DEATH) in the hope one day they may find what causes it and why, there was nothing wrong with Alisha and that makes it harder to except she is no longer here.I hope you find comfort in this site and God bless you.Remember no-one can take away your memories, may the Great spirit watch over you always xx
I try to think positive
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.
My Big Sister
I never got to meet my big sister Fiona, which makes me feel sad sometimes, I wish i could have met her!
Even though Fiona is not here in person she is in spirit and we will keep her spirit alive through our love for her.
I love my big sister and I'm proud to be her little brother!
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