| Location | Lossiemouth, Scotland |
| Age | 3 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 07/08/1988 |
| Date of Death | 01/12/1988 |
| Visitors | 15,645 since 20/06/2007 |
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Fiona was my first born child, she was born on the seventh of August 1988 weighing 5lbs 15oz
..PERFECTION!
On the day Fiona died she had woken up early and was rather grumpy, I lifted her out of her cot and
tried to feed her but she refused her milk, I changed her nappy and tried feeding her again, yet
again she refused her milk, but was content with having a cuddle.
It was a bitterly cold winters morning so I took Fiona into my bed so we could keep warm, after a
while Fiona drifted back to sleep, after ensuring she would be safe alone in my bed I went through
to the living room to do some ironing, I checked on Fiona every 10 minutes ... bless her she was
sound asleep
I checked in at 10.40 to see if she was awake , she wasn't , I sneezed and Fiona got a fright, and
gave a little jump as babies do, I KNEW she was ok.
My mum came to visit, at 10.55 mum walked into the bedroom to peep in on Fiona hoping she would be
able to have a little cuddle, the next thing I knew mum was shouting " get an ambulance"
The next while is a blur, the ambulance came and the paramedics worked on Fiona, while we were on
route to the hospital which was only 2 minutes up the road the paramedic said into the two way
walkie talkie " 17 week old baby shallowly breathing" I remember thinking to myself "Fiona is going
to be ok! She is breathing!"
Mum and I were shown into the sisters office and told to wait for further news, what seemed to be a
lifetime of a wait. A doctor came in and told us Fiona had passed away, that was the moment part of
me died too.
A post mortem was carried out and we were informed that Fiona had died of cot death/suddent infant
death syndrome
The post mortem revealed that all of Fiona's organs had been functioning perfectly, my baby really
had just gone to sleep and never woke up
I went on to have three more children, all boys, sadly Fiona was to be my one and only daughter, my
best friend, MY ANGEL
There is never a day gone by where Fiona is not on my mind or in my thoughts, we have pictures of
Fiona on display and my sons talk lovingly about the big sister they never got to meet
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REST IN PEACE MY BEAUTIFUL DARLING ANGEL
LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED ALWAYS
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★Sweet dreams★
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../___\..OUR ANGELS ARE WATCHING OVER EVERY THING WE DO
THEY ARE SENDING LOVE FROM HEAVEN JUST FOR ME AND YOU
OUR ANGELS SEND US KISSES WE FEEL THEM IN THE BREEZE EACH DAY
ONLY HALF OF US DO NOT NOTICE SO WE BRUSH THAT KISS AWAY
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../___\..OUR ANGELS KNOW WHEN WE ARE CRYING THEY HELP TO WIPE OUR TEARS AWAY
OUR ANGELS ARE CLOSER THAN WE THINK THEY ARE BY OUR SIDE EACH DAY
NEVER THINK YOU ARE ON YOUR OWN THAT REALLY IS NOT TRUE
EVERY WHERE THAT YOU WILL BE OUR ANGELS ARE WALKING BESIDE YOU.....
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../___\..copyright Rosalind Roberts 25/10/09
WITH LOVE .XxX
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Next To You
You cannot see or touch me
But I’m standing next to you
Your tears will only hurt me
Your sadness makes me blue
Be brave and show a smiling face
Let not your grief show through
I love you from a different place
Yet I’m standing next to you
Unknown
Love always,Julie.xxx
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Thibutes For Week Starting 26th October
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FOR MONDAY
In our hearts your memory lingers,
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day, dear Loved One
That we do not think of you.
FOR TUESDAY
Nothing can ever take away
The love a heart holds dear.
Fond memories linger every day
Remembrance keeps them near.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Looking back with memories,
Upon the path you trod,
We bless the hours we had with you,
And leave the rest with God.
FOR THURSDAY
Those we love we never lose,
For always they will be,
Loved, remembered, treasured,
Always in our memory.
FOR FRIDAY
Memories Of Me
I’d like the memory of me
To be a happy one,
I’d like to leave an afterglow
Of smiles when life is done..
I’d like to leave an echo
Whispering softly down the ways,
Of happy times and laughing times
And bright and sunny days.
I’d like the tears of those who grieve,
To dry before the sun,
Of happy memories that I leave behind
When life is done.
FOR SATURDAY
Separated For Now
Although death has separated us physically,
Faith and love have bound us eternally.
Though we cannot see you,
We know you are here.
Though we cannot touch you,
We feel the warmth of your smile,
As we begin a new chapter in our lives.
Today we pause to reflect upon
Those who have shaped our character,
Molded our spirits and touched our hearts.
May the lighting of this candle be a
Reminder of the memories we have shared,
A representation of the everlasting
Impact you have made upon our lives.
FOR SUNDAY
A Special Gift
You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...
For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet Angel, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...
Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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Thibutes For Week Starting 26th October
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FOR MONDAY
In our hearts your memory lingers,
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day, dear Loved One
That we do not think of you.
FOR TUESDAY
Nothing can ever take away
The love a heart holds dear.
Fond memories linger every day
Remembrance keeps them near.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Looking back with memories,
Upon the path you trod,
We bless the hours we had with you,
And leave the rest with God.
FOR THURSDAY
Those we love we never lose,
For always they will be,
Loved, remembered, treasured,
Always in our memory.
FOR FRIDAY
Memories Of Me
I’d like the memory of me
To be a happy one,
I’d like to leave an afterglow
Of smiles when life is done..
I’d like to leave an echo
Whispering softly down the ways,
Of happy times and laughing times
And bright and sunny days.
I’d like the tears of those who grieve,
To dry before the sun,
Of happy memories that I leave behind
When life is done.
FOR SATURDAY
Separated For Now
Although death has separated us physically,
Faith and love have bound us eternally.
Though we cannot see you,
We know you are here.
Though we cannot touch you,
We feel the warmth of your smile,
As we begin a new chapter in our lives.
Today we pause to reflect upon
Those who have shaped our character,
Molded our spirits and touched our hearts.
May the lighting of this candle be a
Reminder of the memories we have shared,
A representation of the everlasting
Impact you have made upon our lives.
FOR SUNDAY
A Special Gift
You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...
For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!
However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet Angel, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...
Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.
We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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Although you are a friend of mine
and candles we exchange
I wouldn't know you on the street
and doesn't that seem strange? ♥♥
♥♥ You hold a place within my life
unusual and unique
we share ideals and special dreams
and still we do not speak ♥♥
♥♥ I picture what I think you are
perhaps you picture me
an intriguing game for both of us
for someone we can't see ♥♥
♥♥ So for this friendship we possess
we owe this mail a debt
perhaps the charm lies in the fact
that we have never met ♥♥
yet you still found time to send a beatiful message for my baby;s birthday ♥♥
thank you so so much ;its folks like you Fran ; that makes me feel so warm inside ♥♥
love Alison
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24TH OCTOBER 2009
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HAVE A LOVELY WEEKEND, LOVE JUDE. X X
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Come, dry your tears, smile again, love,
I’m only a whisper away,
Near in the dusk of the evening,
Just out of sight through the day.
Watching you waking and sleeping,
Hearing each prayer that you pray,
Sending my love to surround you,
I’m only a whisper away.
Come, dry your tears, smile again, love,
Remember the good times
we’ve known,
Cherish the joy we discovered -
Love that was planted and grown.
Your road may seem lonely ahead,
And distant horizons look grey,
You won’t be walking alone, dear,
I’m only a whisper away.
GOD,
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..*(...) .*.*.*.*.* **.*. *WHAT IS YOUR
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* . * (_ /|.. _) . **.* THIS PERSON IS
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. * * . * . * *SPECIAL
~~SENDING YOU ALL MY LOVE~~
]..♥..*• ♥ .•**•.. ♥ .•**H *+ A•.. ♥ .•**•.. ♥ .•**..♥..
GODBLESS BEAUTIFUL ANGEL.I WILL BE AWAY FOR THE WEEK.
MY BABY BROTHERS DAVID VIDA ANGEL DAY 23 OCTOBER.I WILL BE BACK AS NORMAL IN A WEEKS TIME.
How We Survive
If we are fortunate,
we are given a warning.
If not,
there is only the sudden horror,
the wrench of being torn apart;
of being reminded
that nothing is permanent,
not even the ones we love,
the ones our lives revolve around.
Life is a fragile affair.
We are all dancing
on the edge of a precipice,
a dizzying cliff so high
we can't see the bottom.
One by one,
we lose those we love most
into the dark ravine.
So we must cherish them
without reservation.
Now.
Today.
This minute.
We will lose them
or they will lose us
someday.
This is certain.
There is no time for bickering.
And their loss
will leave a great pit in our hearts;
a pit we struggle to avoid
during the day
and fall into at night.
Some,
unable to accept this loss,
unable to determine
the worth of life without them,
jump into that black pit
spiritually or physically,
hoping to find them there.
And some survive
the shock,
the denial,
the horror,
the bargaining,
the barren, empty aching,
the unanswered prayers,
the sleepless nights
when their breath is crushed
under the weight of silence
and all that it means.
Somehow, some survive all that and,
like a flower opening after a storm,
they slowly begin to remember
the one they lost
in a different way...
The laughter,
the irrepressible spirit,
the generous heart,
the way their smile made them feel,
the encouragement they gave
even as their own dreams were dying.
And in time, they fill the pit
with other memories
the only memories that really matter.
We will still cry.
We will always cry.
But with loving reflection
more than hopeless longing.
And that is how we survive.
That is how the story should end.
That is how they would want it to be.
..♥..*• ♥ .•**•.. ♥ .•**•H+A.. ♥ .•**•.. ♥ .•**..♥..
- Mark Rickerby
THE ROSE BEYOND THE WALL
A rose once grew
Where all could see
Sheltered beside a garden wall
And as the days passed swiftly by
It spread its branches staight and tall
One day,a beam of light
Shone through a crevice
That opened wide
The rose bent gently
Towards its warmth
Then passed beyond
To the other side
Now,you who deeply feel its loss
Be comforted the rose blooms there
Its beauty even greater now
Nurured by Gods own loving care
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goodmorning beautiful angel,i will be away for the week.look down on your loved ones,stay close by.i will hold you in my heart,never far away.you have become my family now.i will talk to you when i get back.please tell my angels up there,i love them and miss them.Until its my turn ,can you look after my angels for me.thank you precious angel.
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thank you to your loving EARTH family looking after my angels,thank you so much for all they do.love always halina and her angels xxxxxxxxxx22 october 09
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