| Location | Lossiemouth, Scotland |
| Age | 3 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 07/08/1988 |
| Date of Death | 01/12/1988 |
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Fiona was my first born child, she was born on the seventh of August 1988 weighing 5lbs 15oz
..PERFECTION!
On the day Fiona died she had woken up early and was rather grumpy, I lifted her out of her cot and
tried to feed her but she refused her milk, I changed her nappy and tried feeding her again, yet
again she refused her milk, but was content with having a cuddle.
It was a bitterly cold winters morning so I took Fiona into my bed so we could keep warm, after a
while Fiona drifted back to sleep, after ensuring she would be safe alone in my bed I went through
to the living room to do some ironing, I checked on Fiona every 10 minutes ... bless her she was
sound asleep
I checked in at 10.40 to see if she was awake , she wasn't , I sneezed and Fiona got a fright, and
gave a little jump as babies do, I KNEW she was ok.
My mum came to visit, at 10.55 mum walked into the bedroom to peep in on Fiona hoping she would be
able to have a little cuddle, the next thing I knew mum was shouting " get an ambulance"
The next while is a blur, the ambulance came and the paramedics worked on Fiona, while we were on
route to the hospital which was only 2 minutes up the road the paramedic said into the two way
walkie talkie " 17 week old baby shallowly breathing" I remember thinking to myself "Fiona is going
to be ok! She is breathing!"
Mum and I were shown into the sisters office and told to wait for further news, what seemed to be a
lifetime of a wait. A doctor came in and told us Fiona had passed away, that was the moment part of
me died too.
A post mortem was carried out and we were informed that Fiona had died of cot death/suddent infant
death syndrome
The post mortem revealed that all of Fiona's organs had been functioning perfectly, my baby really
had just gone to sleep and never woke up
I went on to have three more children, all boys, sadly Fiona was to be my one and only daughter, my
best friend, MY ANGEL
There is never a day gone by where Fiona is not on my mind or in my thoughts, we have pictures of
Fiona on display and my sons talk lovingly about the big sister they never got to meet
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REST IN PEACE MY BEAUTIFUL DARLING ANGEL
LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED ALWAYS
JUST TO HOLD YOU IN TIME.......
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-----’’v’’ I WISH I COULD FEEL YOUR HEARTBEAT CLOSE TO MINE
JUST TO HOLD YOU IN THESE EMPTY ARMS FOR ONE MOMENT IN TIME
TO GIVE YOU ALL THE LOVE THAT I HOLD IN MY HEART
WHY DO WE HAVE TO LIVE TWO WORLDS APART
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-----’’v’’I SEND ALL OF MY KISSES TO HEAVEN ABOVE
EACH ONE OF THEM IS SO FULL OF MY LOVE
MAY THE ANGELS GUIDE ME AND ALL THAT I DO
I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO GET OVER LOSING YOU
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-----’’v’’PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ALL OF MY TEARS
THE PAIN DOES NOT GET EASY OVER THE YEARS
IF ONLY I COULD TURN BACK EVERY MOMENT IN TIME
I WOULD BE ABLE TO HOLD YOU IN THESE EMPTY ARMS OF MINE........
copyright Rosalind Roberts 8/11/09
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Tributes For Week Starting 9th November
FOR MONDAY
Your presence I miss,
Your memory I treasure,
Loving you always,
Forgetting you never.
FOR TUESDAY
Loving you is easy,
We do it every day,
Missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.
FOR WEDNESDAY
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.
FOR THURSDAY
Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.
FOR FRIDAY
Wings Of The Angels
A gentle wind blew cross the land
Reaching out to take a hand
For on the winds the angels came
Calling out a mother's name.
Left behind, the children's tears
Loving memories of the years
Of joy and love, a life well spent
And now to God a mother's sent.
On angel's wings, a heavenly flight
The journey home, towards the light
To those who weep, a life is gone
But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn.
FOR SATURDAY
If I Had One Last Day
If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied
I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay
You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"
Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"
If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my heart
If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my heart, you'll never die.
FOR SUNDAY
Cry Not My Friend
When you wake up tomorrow
And I am no where to be found
When you scream out my name
To the emptiness around
When every beat inside your heart
Is skipping and unsure
Cry not my friend for I am here,
Inside your love so pure
When the waves that used to touch our feet
Have gone back out to sea
When everything you once held dear
Was lost when you lost me
When the sun that once lit up your face
Is setting far away
Cry not my Friend for time shall pass,
But my love for you will stay
When age arrives and children play
And pain creeps up on you
When loved ones show you happiness
That your life never knew
When all of your expectations are met,
No matter what the pain
Cry not my friend, for I am waiting
To hold you once again
When beauty in your eyes turn grey
And all of the rainbow, white
When strong undying hearts
No longer feel an urge to fight
When winter snows become more pain
Than beauty in your heart
Cry not my friend, for I am here
And we will never ever part
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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FOR FIONA
WE WISH THAT WE COULD SEE YOU
FOR JUST A LITTLE WHILE
WE WISH THAT WE COULD HUG YOU
AND SEE YOUR LOVELY SMILE
BUT WISHING GETS US NOWHERE
OUR LONGING IS IN VAIN
SO WE'LL HOLD YOU IN OUR HEARTS
UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN
WITH LOVE ALWAYS,JULIE XXXX
5th November 2009
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LOVE JUDE.XX
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Two Twinkling Stars ~~~~
I Looked Up To The Sky Last Night
And Saw Two Twinkling Stars,
I Thought About The Distance
Of Jupiter And Mars.
I Thought How Far Was Heaven
Was It Further Than These Two
I Wondered Just How Far It Was
To Gods Garden And To You.
I Know One Day I'll Find Out
Just How Far I'll Need To Travel
I Know That God One Day For Me
This Mystery Will Unravel
Until That Day I'll Miss You
Every Hour That I Live Through
I'll Miss You Till The Day Comes
When I'll Finally Be With You.
Copyright� Ingrid Aspey
1ST NOVEMBER 2009
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ALTHOUGH THE SPACE BETWEEN US
MEANS WERE MILES AND MILES APART
I'LL KEEP YOU CLOSE BESIDE ME
AND FOREVER IN MY HEART.
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SUNDAY BLESSINGS TODAY AND ALWAYS,
JUDE. X X
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Tributes For Week Starting 2nd November
FOR MONDAY
There's a special kind of feeling,
That's meant for you alone,
A special place within our hearts,
That only you can own.
FOR TUESDAY
If only prayers were answered,
& wishes did come true,
Our only wishes with all our hearts,
Would be to still have you
FOR WEDNESDAY
We send this special message
To the heavens up above
Please take care of our precious angels
And give them all our love
FOR THURSDAY
I lit a candle for you today
May it's light reflect my love your way
Now I must go until next time
I will forever keep you, gently on my mind
FOR FRIDAY
Angels
When you were born, an angel smiled,
As you became a child, an angel sat on your shoulder
When you became an adult, an angel held your hand
As you grew old, an angel walked down the road with you,
And, when you died, another angel got their wings.
FOR SATURDAY
Letter From Heaven
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said,
"I welcome you."
It's good to have you back again; you were missed
While you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."
God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.
And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
Remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.
FOR SUNDAY
Reply to "Letter from Heaven"
My Dearest Loved one:
I received your Letter from Heaven,
It made the teardrops fall.
But knowing you’re with God above,
Sweet memories, I will recall.
I know that you are with me,
For I feel your presence near.
And if I listen closely,
Your voice I then can hear.
I know you’re watching o’er me,
As you promised you would do.
And when I feel so saddened,
It’s your letter that sees me through.
When I lay in bed at night,
The day’s chores put to flight,
I truly feel your presence,
Like a warm and glowing light.
The rocky roads you mentioned,
And the hills that I must climb;
I’ve done exactly what you said,
By taking one day at a time.
I’ve tried to help others,
Who are in sorrow and in pain.
And now I am contented,
My day was not in vain.
I’ll lend a hand, as you have said
When someone is feeling low.
I’ll pray for them and be here,
‘Till on their way they go.
And when it’s time for me to go,
To join you in heaven high.
My wings I shall spread wide,
To my home up in the sky.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher's Very Proud Mum
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SATURDAY 31ST OCTOBER
GOOD MORNING ANGEL .........
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LOVE ALWAYS JULIE XX
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♥ ♰ Wishing you a wonderful Halloween 2009 ♰ ♥ Lots of Luv from Angels John & Rhiain, Me and my unborn daughter Liberty-Raye & Kate and her unborn twins xxx ♰ ♥
Enjoy dressing up and trick or treating in heaven, don't eat too many sweets though, Thinking of you today and everyday.xxx
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Sending lots of Love to you AngelƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Have A Lovely Weekend xxxx
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