| Location | Lossiemouth, Scotland |
| Age | 3 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 07/08/1988 |
| Date of Death | 01/12/1988 |
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Fiona was my first born child, she was born on the seventh of August 1988 weighing 5lbs 15oz
..PERFECTION!
On the day Fiona died she had woken up early and was rather grumpy, I lifted her out of her cot and
tried to feed her but she refused her milk, I changed her nappy and tried feeding her again, yet
again she refused her milk, but was content with having a cuddle.
It was a bitterly cold winters morning so I took Fiona into my bed so we could keep warm, after a
while Fiona drifted back to sleep, after ensuring she would be safe alone in my bed I went through
to the living room to do some ironing, I checked on Fiona every 10 minutes ... bless her she was
sound asleep
I checked in at 10.40 to see if she was awake , she wasn't , I sneezed and Fiona got a fright, and
gave a little jump as babies do, I KNEW she was ok.
My mum came to visit, at 10.55 mum walked into the bedroom to peep in on Fiona hoping she would be
able to have a little cuddle, the next thing I knew mum was shouting " get an ambulance"
The next while is a blur, the ambulance came and the paramedics worked on Fiona, while we were on
route to the hospital which was only 2 minutes up the road the paramedic said into the two way
walkie talkie " 17 week old baby shallowly breathing" I remember thinking to myself "Fiona is going
to be ok! She is breathing!"
Mum and I were shown into the sisters office and told to wait for further news, what seemed to be a
lifetime of a wait. A doctor came in and told us Fiona had passed away, that was the moment part of
me died too.
A post mortem was carried out and we were informed that Fiona had died of cot death/suddent infant
death syndrome
The post mortem revealed that all of Fiona's organs had been functioning perfectly, my baby really
had just gone to sleep and never woke up
I went on to have three more children, all boys, sadly Fiona was to be my one and only daughter, my
best friend, MY ANGEL
There is never a day gone by where Fiona is not on my mind or in my thoughts, we have pictures of
Fiona on display and my sons talk lovingly about the big sister they never got to meet
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REST IN PEACE MY BEAUTIFUL DARLING ANGEL
LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED ALWAYS
WATCHING THE STARS EACH NIGHT.......
FOR EVERY ANGEL THAT LIGHTS THE SKY EACH NIGHT
I THANK YOU ALL FOR YOU BEAUTIFUL HALO OF LIGHT
THE GOLDEN GLOW THAT SHINES FROM HIGH ABOVE
FILLS THE EARTH WITH SO MUCH PURITY AND LOVE
EVERY NIGHT I GAZE AT EACH STAR I FIND AMAZING TO SEE
JUST HOW BEAUTIFUL EACH AND EVERY STAR CAN BE
EACH ONE OF THEM IS OUR ANGELS WITH THIER TWINKLING LIGHT
ALL JOINED TOGETHER SO WE CAN SEE THEM SHINING SO BRIGHT
I JUST WANT TO REACH OUT AND TOUCH YOU BUT YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY
I LOOK TOWARDS THE DARK SKIES UNTIL IT IS ANOTHER NEW DAY
WITH AWE AND WONDER I KNOW JUST HOW PERFECT YOU ARE
EACH ONE OF OUR ANGELS IS NOW AN AMAZING SHINING STAR..........
copyright Rosalind Roberts 18/11./09
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A teddy just for you XxX
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Here is a little Teddy..
And it's made with love
I'm going to send it straight to you..
In heaven up above
Cuddle up with Teddy..
As it's time for bed
So rest your tiny Angel wings
And just remember what I said
Here is a little Teddy..
And it's made with love
So give your teddy a goodnight kiss..
Precious Angel up above
copyright Jackie Thomas 21/08/09
The Yearning For A Child Whose Gone
The yearning for a child whose gone
Goes on and on, and on, and on
Of our souls they are a part
They'll live forever in our hearts
There's no way to describe the ache
Of every hour that we're awake
It dulls but never goes away
Only memories sustain us every day
Our memories are what gets us through
The grieving mums like me and you
All we can hope, is to see them again
So we try to live and smile till then
Copyright© Ingrid Aspey 18/11/09
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Tributes For Week Starting 16th November
FOR MONDAY
Sadly missed along life's way,
Quietly remembered every day,
No longer in our life to share,
But in our hearts you’re always there.
FOR TUESDAY
I sit and wonder every day,
Why the Lord chose to call you away,
I think He saw you needed rest,
He only takes the very best.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Everyday in some small way,
Memories of you come our way,
Though absent, you are always near,
Still missed, loved, always dear.
FOR THURSDAY
Resting where no shadows fall,
In peaceful sleep he awaits us all;
God will link the broken chain,
When one by one we meet again.
FOR FRIDAY
Surrounded by friends
Yet all alone
The one I loved
God has called home
The hugs of friends
Helps ease the pain
And I know my loss
Is my loved one's gain
But tears now flow
Across my face
As I long for just
One more embrace
Then comfort comes
And I see Christ's face
He hugs my loved one
And I feel God's grace.
FOR SATURDAY
Please don't sing sad songs for me,
Forget your grief and fears,
For I am in a perfect place
Away from pain and tears...
It's far away from hunger
And hurt and want and pride,
I have a place in Heaven
With the Master at my side.
My life on earth was very good,
As earthly life can go,
But Paradise is so much more
Than anyone can know..
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My heart is filled with happiness
And sweet rejoicing, too.
To walk with God is perfect peace,
A joy forever new.
FOR SUNDAY
When I come to the end of the day
And the sun has set for me,
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little, but not too long
And not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love we once shared,
Miss me but let me go.
For this is a journey we all must take
And each must go alone.
It's all a part of the maker's plan,
A step on the road to home.
When you are lonely and sick at heart,
Go to the friends we know,
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds -
Miss me, but let me go.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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I opened up a box one day
What treasures did I find!
Letters and some photographs
Of days we left behind
I drifted back to yesterday
The thought was oh, so clear
For just a moment, anyway
It felt like you were here
I smile when I think of you
Sometimes I cry so much
I'm all alone without you now
I long to feel your touch
But God had other plans for you
An Angel he did find
So now my box of memories
Is all that's left behind.
Love Always Julie XXX
____;✿✿;_..If roses grow in Heaven angel
___;✿✿✿･;_..Please pick a bunch for me
_____.\|/_.....Place them in my loved ones arms
____((( )))....and tell them they're from me.xxx
Sorry i haven't been here for a long time to leave you candles and tributes, i've been poorly and had to spend a while in hospital getting better and looking after my unborn girls.
i hope you are ok in heaven and are watching over your loving family. Lots of love from me and the girls and my angel Rhiain.xxx
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Always remember how much we love you..
Always remember how much we care
Always shine bright in heaven..
'Cos you are a special Angel there
God needed a special Angel..
In God's kingdom up above
So Goodnight my special Angel..
And I send you all my love
copyright Jackie Thomas 10/09/09.
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LOVE ALWAYS XXX.
JUST TO HOLD YOU IN TIME.......
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--’’v(’’v’’)~
-----’’v’’ I WISH I COULD FEEL YOUR HEARTBEAT CLOSE TO MINE
JUST TO HOLD YOU IN THESE EMPTY ARMS FOR ONE MOMENT IN TIME
TO GIVE YOU ALL THE LOVE THAT I HOLD IN MY HEART
WHY DO WE HAVE TO LIVE TWO WORLDS APART
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-----’’v’’I SEND ALL OF MY KISSES TO HEAVEN ABOVE
EACH ONE OF THEM IS SO FULL OF MY LOVE
MAY THE ANGELS GUIDE ME AND ALL THAT I DO
I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO GET OVER LOSING YOU
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-----’’v’’PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR ALL OF MY TEARS
THE PAIN DOES NOT GET EASY OVER THE YEARS
IF ONLY I COULD TURN BACK EVERY MOMENT IN TIME
I WOULD BE ABLE TO HOLD YOU IN THESE EMPTY ARMS OF MINE........
copyright Rosalind Roberts 8/11/09
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Tributes For Week Starting 9th November
FOR MONDAY
Your presence I miss,
Your memory I treasure,
Loving you always,
Forgetting you never.
FOR TUESDAY
Loving you is easy,
We do it every day,
Missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.
FOR WEDNESDAY
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say goodbye,
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God can tell us why.
FOR THURSDAY
Memory is a lovely lane,
Where hearts are ever true,
A lane I so often travel down,
Because it leads to you.
FOR FRIDAY
Wings Of The Angels
A gentle wind blew cross the land
Reaching out to take a hand
For on the winds the angels came
Calling out a mother's name.
Left behind, the children's tears
Loving memories of the years
Of joy and love, a life well spent
And now to God a mother's sent.
On angel's wings, a heavenly flight
The journey home, towards the light
To those who weep, a life is gone
But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn.
FOR SATURDAY
If I Had One Last Day
If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied
I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay
You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"
Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"
If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my heart
If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my heart, you'll never die.
FOR SUNDAY
Cry Not My Friend
When you wake up tomorrow
And I am no where to be found
When you scream out my name
To the emptiness around
When every beat inside your heart
Is skipping and unsure
Cry not my friend for I am here,
Inside your love so pure
When the waves that used to touch our feet
Have gone back out to sea
When everything you once held dear
Was lost when you lost me
When the sun that once lit up your face
Is setting far away
Cry not my Friend for time shall pass,
But my love for you will stay
When age arrives and children play
And pain creeps up on you
When loved ones show you happiness
That your life never knew
When all of your expectations are met,
No matter what the pain
Cry not my friend, for I am waiting
To hold you once again
When beauty in your eyes turn grey
And all of the rainbow, white
When strong undying hearts
No longer feel an urge to fight
When winter snows become more pain
Than beauty in your heart
Cry not my friend, for I am here
And we will never ever part
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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